I coloured this flower
How did i do it?
Well I used my Blood
I put my finger in front of flash so that my colour of blood transfer onto flower
And we are looking at the flower that reflect my existence
Mmmm Deep
innit

邪念がいつも俺のうなじに息を吹きかける
ぞくっという快感とともに集約された思想がかき消される
あぁ　また一からやり直しかな
っと思った瞬間に
また生まれた思想
俺の人生って、、

STRUGGLER

This is how my brain works

I'm struggling
I think I have a problem organizing myself.
When I try to focus on one things,its suddenly break into many different pieces and start their own new stories
It's like watching 10 different programme on 10 TV placed in all over the room
I should at least put it all in order so i'm looking at one direction
Oh well, maybe this is how I am and maybe it's wasting time to try to change my nature
mmmmmm
I'm struggling

Human Civilisation
Impressive view in tokyo
I was just staring at unimaginable sight
Horizon divides sky of the nature and man made city
One day
It will melt each other and you won't know what nature is
Do you think it will happen in near future?
I doubt it
movement of sky and cloud is impossible to predict
but movement of the city seems to have an order
Slowly Slowly
We will learn to read wind
Slowly Slowly
We will learn to listen what sky says
Slowly Slowly
Slowly Slowly

Calling Japanese sea
splash of cold waters

It always wakes me up

That smell
That colour
That sound
again
I will let myself into that organised chaos
I will let myself into that organised chaos

 Colour is strange
It gives you such a difference in feeling
If you take colour out from flower
Suddenly different face appear
I tend to be black and white
Need more colour in my life
It will surely gives me more dimention in feelings

Art is everywhere
I see Gerhard Richter like wall everywhere
I have trained my eyes enough
So i don't need to spend loads of money to go to gallery
This is art with mitsubishi advertisement on it
mmmm
deep

I caught the moon the other day.
It was pretty easy actually
I just jumped and grabbed it
It gives you strange sensation when you hold it
it gave me shivers
Its burning hot and freezing cold at the same time
mmm
It disappear all the sudden and appear in the sky
I guess he wanted to go home..

This is the view from my spiritual home by the Biwa lake in shiga prefecture where my dad come from.
Shadow of the cloud on surface of lake slowly moving across
shapes of shadow seems to have upside down figure of japan
Anyway I forget about time being here
It's so beautifull when fogs appear above lake water
It's so still that you feel like a you are in the air bubble
it certainly have some magical power

Light that refract on human made object which is glass window
seems to have sharper edge to it than reflection on the water
This is actually reflection of sunset on the building
It could be sunrise for the Neanderthal?

There always noise in my Life
Even filming on the digital camcorder often appears to have a noise
I might be releasing strange radio waves that fucks machines up
Anyway I have hundred of super 8 film and digital film that i have not even touch for 10 years...
It's a time to put it together
My history
My memory
It has been stored into this form of technology
Future is in the past

I sometimes talk to my dark side of me
Actually I love darkness
When you are in pitch dark
You lose sense of left right up and down
Almost floating in the space
I suddenly feels free
Of course there is fear there
But this comfortable feeling of not knowing where you are
who you are
Makes me feel good
Am I strange?
I'm not sure

MINDSCAPE

This is Landscape that I live in.
It's a endless journey of mountain and field and river and seas..
I expect to see someone there
there is no end
break it make it feel it listen to it
Tune into what your nature says

Life I mean society is like a Tetris
You have to be one of set shapes that they require
But if you are an odd shape?
You can fuck up whole system of order
Then people will start using their brain finally
Every single of us have brilliant mind and brain and philosophy of survival
That's what I believe

Sun Light sometime so strong that burns my eye out
But light that bounces off on nature have such a story
I see it
I saw it
I reflect the sun also
You see me but i might actually be not there
You might be just a light
I sometimes think that existence only exist in brain(information) that we share in our storage of history
External memory of world that we can only access in unconscious state of mind
I think too much

I don't have any form
Because I don't want to belong to anywhere
So that i can fit to anywhere because I don't have a particular shape
People will never know who i am what i do where i come from
It's ok for me for people to have different idea of me
I'm still trying to find myself
Why should I
How can I say to people that I am this and that
Who knows
I kind of want to know
but
I don't really want to know either
because It might end my life
Seeking after myself is my force of energy

I feel funny when moon is full
All the anger surface on my skin
It is mystery that i have in me all my life
Science and emotion
is it related?
I think so,
I don't think so,
Things exist in such a delicate balance
We are standing by the cliff
I always keep in mind that

I'm always talking shit
It's hard for me to take life seriously because nothing make sense to me in the end
It always comes back to same point that where it's started
So why not make a joke about it
I try to make things slightly off centre
so it keeps me going in this boring loophole

you always taking shit

Storm of information
It is difficult to find yourself
But if you find yourself
Everyone will start looking at you

Hello this is kenichi
I will introduce you to my world of history and mystery
I have an ability to connect to anywhere whatever and whoever I want (imagine)
I make whatever comes to mind
music,film,drawing,poem,dance,comedy,politic,novel,,,
I create and destroy constantly that so only exist for little second
sharing is sure thing
sharing a moment is fun thing
sharing online is fair thing
It might reach to somewhere that you could never think of
Your creation travel itself
My thought only travel within myself unless I break out of my shell
This is it