HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013

It has almost been 17 fucking years since I first arrived this country
I never ever thought that I will be here after this long
I left Japan because I couldnt find anything that interest me there and i was full of doubt of following that japanese mentality of being well educated and get good job and buy house and all sort of crap..
So I just left.
To England?
Why Why Why?
I would love to know what lead me here..It was just by chance,kind of..
I went to local book shop to reserch about study abroad and i was at tourist guide section. And first book came into my eye like 3D movie was" LONDON" tourist guide.I was like oh yes England,they speak english right?(i was talking to myself ).we all japanese have at least 6 years of english lesson even if it's really useless when it comes to speaking because most english teacher does'nt speak english or never been to oversea haha..
Remember that Only reason I came to England was that I just wanted to leave japan at that time.I think it didnt matter wherever i went must have made me happy anyway..
I still strongly remember the first day arriving in this country.I was so high on some weird mixed feeling of feeling free and fear that nobody knows me and i didn't know absolutely anyone.I felt reborn.It was sensational feeling.Oh I wish I could experience that feeling again haha.
oh well there were big drama that change my life forever on the same day but i won't write it now..It was quiet shocking for first day of innocent japanese teenage boy.no joke. so other time..
All I wanted to say was Thanks England for choosing me? and big love and respect to friends who I met through out last 16 years that change and influence my life forever.
England sucks sometimes but England still rocks hard I believe.
Happy new year 2013 everyone!
Ta

Kenichi Iwasa

I coloured this flower
How did i do it?
Well I used my Blood
I put my finger in front of flash so that my colour of blood transfer onto flower
And we are looking at the flower that reflect my existence
Mmmm Deep
innit

邪念がいつも俺のうなじに息を吹きかける
ぞくっという快感とともに集約された思想がかき消される
あぁ　また一からやり直しかな
っと思った瞬間に
また生まれた思想
俺の人生って、、

STRUGGLER

This is how my brain works

I'm struggling
I think I have a problem organizing myself.
When I try to focus on one things,its suddenly break into many different pieces and start their own new stories
It's like watching 10 different programme on 10 TV placed in all over the room
I should at least put it all in order so i'm looking at one direction
Oh well, maybe this is how I am and maybe it's wasting time to try to change my nature
mmmmmm
I'm struggling

Human Civilisation
Impressive view in tokyo
I was just staring at unimaginable sight
Horizon divides sky of the nature and man made city
One day
It will melt each other and you won't know what nature is
Do you think it will happen in near future?
I doubt it
movement of sky and cloud is impossible to predict
but movement of the city seems to have an order
Slowly Slowly
We will learn to read wind
Slowly Slowly
We will learn to listen what sky says
Slowly Slowly
Slowly Slowly

Calling Japanese sea
splash of cold waters

It always wakes me up