That smell
That colour
That sound
again
I will let myself into that organised chaos
I will let myself into that organised chaos

 Colour is strange
It gives you such a difference in feeling
If you take colour out from flower
Suddenly different face appear
I tend to be black and white
Need more colour in my life
It will surely gives me more dimention in feelings

Art is everywhere
I see Gerhard Richter like wall everywhere
I have trained my eyes enough
So i don't need to spend loads of money to go to gallery
This is art with mitsubishi advertisement on it
mmmm
deep

I caught the moon the other day.
It was pretty easy actually
I just jumped and grabbed it
It gives you strange sensation when you hold it
it gave me shivers
Its burning hot and freezing cold at the same time
mmm
It disappear all the sudden and appear in the sky
I guess he wanted to go home..

This is the view from my spiritual home by the Biwa lake in shiga prefecture where my dad come from.
Shadow of the cloud on surface of lake slowly moving across
shapes of shadow seems to have upside down figure of japan
Anyway I forget about time being here
It's so beautifull when fogs appear above lake water
It's so still that you feel like a you are in the air bubble
it certainly have some magical power

Light that refract on human made object which is glass window
seems to have sharper edge to it than reflection on the water
This is actually reflection of sunset on the building
It could be sunrise for the Neanderthal?

There always noise in my Life
Even filming on the digital camcorder often appears to have a noise
I might be releasing strange radio waves that fucks machines up
Anyway I have hundred of super 8 film and digital film that i have not even touch for 10 years...
It's a time to put it together
My history
My memory
It has been stored into this form of technology
Future is in the past